I have been struggling with work. A lot lately. I like the work I do. I enjoy helping our customers. I really do not like my boss. And I am struggling with whether or not the "perks" at this job are worth all of the other things that I have to put up with. Why is it so hard to know what to do sometimes?
On top of being emotionally tired I am physically exhausted this week. Yesterday I was up at 5:30 (super early for me) because I had a class for work an hour away and we had to be there by 8:00. Last night I didn't sleep well as we had storms half the night and I can't sleep when the rain is pounding, lightning is flashing and thunder is booming. Tomorrow I have to be up super early again as I have another class in the cities and I have to be there by 7:45 am. I will have to drop Blueberry off at daycare by 6:30 at the latest. It will be a very early morning for both of us and I already feel like I am running on empty.
I have no idea how my husband survives getting to work by 5:30 in the morning and working until 9:00 at night six or seven days a week. I would be a zombie!
Needless to say I am ready for Friday. I am very much feeling the need to hibernate and spend some time away from people in general. Hopefully I can sufficiently decompress this weekend and come Monday be rejuvenated and ready to face the Monkey's once again.
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Cannot wait for a new post!! And for July!
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